today is weird. i'm thinking a lot about the person i am and the person i want to be. i feel like i'm two different people sometimes. one day i'll feel so good about myself, simply beautiful.. and the next i feel like the same chubby little girl i was when i was 12 who got called names everyday. one day i'll be so confident and secure with my life, my choices, my intelligence, my words and then the next i feel like things are out of my control. maybe this is just all part of being a human being.. or maybe i'm not making any sense but those are my thoughts right now.Her blog is on textamerica where you can now watch movies that people send in from their cameraphones.